TRUTH IS...TUESDAY 5/12/15

Truth is… his family (new guy) was a little too loose with their conversations about me, but again he stepped in and had my back. I received an apology for the hurtful words and was assured that it was not a problem with us being together. I was even told how much they loved my son! WELL…I had trust issues so that went in one ear and out the other! But enough of the “commercial breaks” Let’s get back to our regular scheduled program…. The arguing about petty stuff continued PLUS I had to deal with this girlfriend of his. Ugh! She worked my last nerve and the word on the street was a baby was on the way…SO! …On the cool it really hurt my feelings. Why? Well…

1. My son was supposed to be his ONLY child.
2. I did not care for her!
3. And I did not want our children to be siblings.
4. AND then he didn’t even take care of my child properly! What was he thinking?

Well I will make this situation a little challenging and not peaceful (I know…I am wrong for it).  As I reflect on these memories I’m laughing because I was so petty! Thank you God for growth! But back to my pettiness (LOL)! I tried to play it cool with everyone stating that I could care less about him becoming a father AGAIN but deep down I was hurt to the core. Listen up until now I would have never admitted that to anyone but I am pretty sure that the lady who reads me like a book knew because she is my MOMMA! I struggled with this for a while but eventually I got over it.  I’ve had my share of drama…DELIVERING and RECEIVING…Wait for it…..See you next week!