Truth is....I just didn’t want to see “MY BABY” go with this boy! I would attend church and a waterfall of tears would flow because of the absent identity of him in Landon’s life. The “dreadful” day arrived (for me anyway) when we had to do supervised visitation at McDonald’s! I was not in the right mindset to see him but “Slap” kept running through my mind. Plainly said “I was a bitter black woman!” We finally made it to McDonald's where they “Love to see your smile”….well I was minus the smile but I did have an attitude…. PLUS, someone did not follow the rules of the court…..”Sir, the document said only the parents, why is your homeboy in attendance?” but I didn't have the strength to argue today. My location was the corner while he attempted to play with Landon, but of course he kept running to me. Did the clock stop or is this the longest hour of my life? UGH!! The 2nd visit was the same. Now it was time for him to have an unsupervised visit with “MY” son…. BUT an introduction of THIS girlfriend that was going to be around my son needed to happen first! Yes I was young, dumb, and mad!.. AND SOOOOO WHAT!!! He set up the meeting at his mom's house and the situation had just gotten REAL!
My mom and granny was in the car and requested that I be on my best behavior. I’ll try!...Now I really did but I was set up for failure! The “most hated” couple (my opinion) came outside while several eyes peaked out the window! PROBLEM #1(What are ya’ll looking at?). I have now went from 0 to25. Problem #2 Instead of him being a man and introducing us, he stood behind her with his arms folded…. 25 to75 NOW! I gave her “simple” instructions to follow 1.DO NOT touch my baby 2. DO NOT be alone with him, if Chris goes to the store make sure Landon goes with him. NO EXCEPTIONS TO THE RULES…. As I walked away they both made a smart comment… DON’T ASK ME “Well La’Marion, what did they say? Who cares but I went from 75 to Kill!!! I SNAPPED! I threw items at her car and called EVERYBODY in the house everything but a child of the King! You know the next statement out of a MAD Baby momma’s mouth “You will NEVER SEE “MY” child again! Yep I was that CHIC! Thank God for Growth
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