TRUTH IS...1/27/15

Truth is…. “MAD BLACK INSPECTOR GADGET” reporting for duty! I was about to get some drama started. I didn’t know her last name but having her first name was all I needed to get things moving and shaking real fast!  I sit. I type. I scroll. TADA…There she was! So what do you think my next move was?  Of course, now that I’ve seen her I can just move along with the satisfaction of knowing who she is OR I can just “page stalk” her… NEITHER!  I pushed the request button and not 5 minutes later she fell for my foolishness and the friend request was accepted. Bingo, we got action!  Now, let me see what this little girl had on me…. Nothing that I noticed! But then my mind started going back through all of the drama of the last few months.  Thinking, “So she is why he was missing doctor appointments AND she is why he could never offer to come by and help….”  Now why would I blame her for his selfishness and unwillingness to STEP UP! BECAUSE I CAN! (hehehehe)…. Or maybe because I was young, immature, and bitter assuming that he left us for this girl, instead of accepting the fact that no matter who the “she” was - he was going to leave regardless because it wasn’t what God had for me.  Somehow we ended up exchanging words… AND HERE COMES MORE DRAMA!!!

Let’s fast forward…

We were preparing for the christening of my precious little boy and my family and I were so excited. Landon looked so handsome and it was beyond special to give my child back to Christ. To celebrate, in Landon’s honor his godmother planned a wonderful dinner following the christening but guess who couldn’t come…DING! DING! DING!…his dad!  I will give some credit that his family showed up, but that just was not the same.  He had to take HER back to school! WHAT?! Are you serious? I was so mad that I called and “checked him” about where his priorities were. He told me it didn’t matter because he already had plans and was going to move forward with them. My blood was boiling and I wished everything on him but blessings! And this was only the beginning of him placing his girlfriend before the needs of his son. This all brought about a real knock-down, drag-out, ‘Facebook Battle’. All that was missing was the announcer in the background: “And in this corner, Sue’s Ride or Die backups, the Patterson Family….. In the other corner – his family!”  They attacked me on FB about him not being able to see Landon but it was short lived because all my family “AIN’T” saved, and they are natural gangstas, lol!!!! Just jokes!  Having to stir up this messy pot to tell my "TRUTH" makes me even more regretful for even entertaining the foolishness, not just because I knew better, but most of all because it seemed like the more drama there was, the sicker my baby began to get. Whew…this is hard for me!