Truth is...I was still in love with his dad! (Yeaa! I know, don’t give me the side eye) Ugh! It makes me queasy just thinking about it. Landon was at home and you would have thought he was baby “J” with all of the visitors he had. Then the day arrived when the “other gene pool” he share showed up to look him over! Yep I said it, it’s the TRUTH! They didn't come to “ooh and ahhh” they just wanted to make sure he belonged to him! Nevertheless his phone begins to ring and of course he answers it... "Yeah baby, I'm going to come and get you! I ain't doing nothing, I'm about to leave this location now!”… Wait...huh??... What? Did that just happen Location!!!! NOT “I am visiting the sweetest baby boy EVER born” or I have to get back you because I’m spending time with my son!” Now I want to warn you that over the next 5 years this will be a roller coaster ride nor am I perfect with a crowned(my disclaimer)… back to the story. Well you know I went smooth off! I said everything but God! We were very disrespectful to each other! It escalated and got so heated that the negative energy transferred to other family member on each side and all of us had a heated argument ending with me saying I don't care if yall ever see my son again!
I was so hurt. How could you disrespect me? How could you just leave your son? (Secretly, How come you didn’t LOVE me) He called me trash... I felt like I was going to die….Is this how you treat the woman who carried your son? Ummm...I'm going to stop writing now because I'm getting a little emotional.
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